Friday, 29 May 2009
Tuesday, 26 May 2009
Thursday, 21 May 2009
Asoom from The Diary Squel has tagged me. So, here I am doing whatever this tag asks me to do :D. Assom, emwah
8 Things I'm looking foward to
Getting my dream job! hope the waiting won't be any longer
Meeting my friends in Monday.
Becoming an aunt for the 9th time "mashalla".
Spending an entire day with T my sweetest sweet.
Attending A's engagement :D
Pursue my higher education if I got the chance.
Making my eyebrows thicker this time :D. They are already thick but I wanna more lol
. Reaching the perfect weight soon :)
8 Things I Wish I Could Do
Open a new female department for the girls at KFUPM. If only I studied there, I would have changed Saudi :D
Sponsor an orphan.
Get a visa card with a never ending account :D
Oh, driving! Not that I would kill to driver but I am sure I will be way better than those hasty drivers out there!
. Read minds.
Speak 5 languages.
Travel a lone or with a friend
Lead the life I want.
8 Things I love
Choclate Ice Cream
Chciken BBQ Fillet
8 Things I Did Yesterday
Went to Applebee's to celebrate my neice's graduation from KG who slept when the dinner was served. So, there was no party
Had an argument with my best friend and hated myself for it SO MUCH!
Did some cleaning
Oh, dried my hair! Has been ages since I did it since my hair is soft lol
Went to the park with my nephew who got tired in the 2nd round!
Watched a movie which turned to be gay movie :S
Watched British Got Talent and LOVED Aiden the dancer and that little girl who sang for Alicia Keys
Took some photos :D
8 Shows I Watch
Lie To me
Shameless>> started but stopped
7 will be Fringe since it's waiting in my hard desk
8 will be Entourage since it's waiting too lol
8 bloggers I tag
Friday, 15 May 2009
Though it was hard for her to remember but she wanted to remember it! She was becoming a bride and the stories of girls not being virgins and the revenge of their grooms, the utter sadness and shame of their families, and the scandlous life she was going to lead scared her the most!! She did nothing wrong! She was just a victim and moreover a baby!! What was devastating was that she didn't remember if anything more the touching was happening! It was like her memory got frozen for certain reasons! The story of girls being killed in their wedding days because of their virginity being lost! What if people thought that she lost it on her own will because she was flirty?! What if that caused a big scandal to her family!!?
She heard the news and was in utter shock! He got engaged and he was getting married!! She saw the girl and felt a strange sense pity mixed with disgust for her! He was an animal!! How can he be a father for God's sake when he himself betrays childhood and an innocent soul!! She had more than once thought of calling her and telling her all the story! She just couldn't! "That would make a scandal" she thought. It would ruin the relationship between her father and uncle which she would never agree on! If the son is an animal in the shape of a human being, the uncle has nothing to do with it!!
Tuesday, 12 May 2009
Thursday, 7 May 2009
Saturday, 2 May 2009
She was only 7. She had just started going to school and those days were the happiest ever! She was a child full of enthusiasm, innocence, and optmimism.
She was very smart at school. She scored the highest scores though she used to teach herself by herself, no help from anybody at all. She was passionate about learning.
Though she was 7 but playing with kids wasn't her thing. She loved to mingle with adults because she felt that her mind is way bigger than hers. Her parents treated her like an adult too.
She loved her uncle a lot since he was the closest to her dad. She loved his kids too. S was at her age and K was a few years younger. His eldest son used to visit her house frequently. She loved him because he used to carry her a gift in every visit. He used to take her to the back of the house and push her while swinging. She loved finding herself in the sky breathing the sweet air and laughing as hard as she could. She trusted him a lot.
Since she had no kids at home with her, he became her friend. He was in 9th grade maybe. He played with her so many games. The game she will never ever forget is "Doctor and a Patient". He asked her to pretend that she is a doctor and he is a patient and asked her to make him a check up. She loved the concept and quickly agreed!
He took his clothes off one by one. She was perplexed for she has never seen such a thing. He calmed her down telling her that she will check his lower part because it hurts and so she approved. He then asked her to take off so he can explain to her the difference between the body of a girl and a boy. She was afraid but he told her that since she is a doctor she has to know the difference in the human body. She got excited because she loves learning and so obeyed him.
She started to get irritated from him after he started to touch her. She didn't know whether it was a good or a bad thing but something inside her made her fear him. She didn't know who to tell! She was afraid to get yelled at so she stopped.
He kept on coming home with more toys. Hearing his voice gave her a shiver down her spine! She kept on hiding in the bathroom until he leaves. His visits became less until he stopped it forever.
She grew up, went to college and was a very smart girl. She didn't tell a soul about it. Just remembering what happened to her for almost 2 years and a half made her cry a river! What hurt her the most was her inability to talk about it!!
P.S. This is not A's stroy but both are related because both girls are close friends. Sorry for not continuing but writing such a story is the most difficult thing ever!
To be continued