You can't imagine how much I miss you. It's more than anybody missed anyone before on the earth of humanity!!
Today I heard this sentence while watching a show that is supposed to be a pure entertainment when this girl was talking about her dad. She just said "He just passed away" and it made me cry my eyes out!! I was hurt! I was really devastated!
I had this strong flashback of the day you left!! It wasn't even 10 minutes! I thought that it's your diabetese being high and I ran and brought you some sugar thinking that it would ease the pain! I never thought that it was a heartattack!! A heart attack that took your soul away!!
I can't believe that it's the fourth year already! It's always like yesterday!!
You remember how you used to wake me up in the weekends early in the morning and take me to have breakfast with you outdoors! I can never forget that juice you used to order for me saying it will keep me smart as I always am! Trust me, I tried more than once to drink it after you left but I just couldn't!!
I clearly remember the day before you left when mom and I had an argument and I went crying in my room and didn't have lunch then. I remember how you knocked your special knock on my door and sat beside me on my bed! I can never forget your fingers touch on my chin telling me that such a baby face should never cry at all and that my tears are diamonds!
I remember the baths I used to give you since you always said you can't reach your back!
I knew you could and that you just wanted to be spoiled and I gladly did it!!
I remember the birth mark right at the end of your back neck and how I used to comment on it!
I remember how you used to make fun of me telling me that the barber had done that to you because you were the naughtiest 8 years old boy!
So many memorable days dad. So many sweet chats full of love and tenderness that I would never forget even in my grave!
I will always miss you my sweetheart